am i still tired?

 

having a nanny for my daughter, I can be back to make art and back to teach. and, surprisingly, we are able to back to our relationship. everything seems natural. but I feel strange. I am afraid I cannot make good works, I am afraid I cannot be a good partner, I am afraid I cannot be a good teacher.....as I have been away from those roles for a while. am I actually still very tired? or, it is really the time I can pick up all the roles again. and keep going...