in fact i just stop somewhere

my friend N, we talked about "freeze"

remind me one day a cat looked at me from outside, through window.

5 mins. no freezing time. maybe time cannot be freezed.

cats know the rules. they look. they look at time as it is not the time. pretend it stops.
i don't think i will have a cat. they are stranger as i am. two strangers can never be worked out.
cats know the rules and don't tell a word.
i don't think i want a cat. they make solitary jokes.